Today is Saturday and I woke up at around 4 am. When I look outside, It was raining. I had to go to Ilam but it was not possible to go due to the rain. I started watching 1 episode of Comedy Champion for a while. I felt bore and plan to sleep for a while. At around 6 o'clock, my brother calls me. Rain was stopped.
Brother: Did you wake up?
Um, of course. Be ready I will be right there.
Brother: Okay
I put the phone on and I went into the bathroom to take a shower.
After getting ready, I picked him near the highway and started our journey towards Ilam.
We were feeling a slight cold on the way and it started raining. We had already reached Kutidanda in the meantime. On the way, my brother told me about his hungriness. So, I stopped the bike right in front of the hotel to have something and we entered the hotel and it started raining heavily.
Didi, Can we get lunch?
Didi: Yes, why not?
What do we have?
Didi: Egg noodles.
Okay, give us 2 places and also tea.
At the same time, a man and a little girl in the back came on a bike, stopped in front of the hotel where we were staying, and hurried to come inside. I didn't really care, I was just looking at the men he was of my age, wondering where there were from. Suddenly my eyes move towards her, she was not a small girl maybe she is estimated to be 17/18. Her face was filled with Innocentness, a type of nervousness and something like worried or different kind of frustration, sadness, fear, and more. I wanted to talk with her, but with unknown people how can i. But if she was alone I will try, she was not alone. she was with someone, maybe she should have a brother. Looking at both I predict those were brother and sister because the boy grew a bushy beard and she was with buff hair and the quality of the hair and the beard were the same and the face also had a cheek shape. So I guessed that he was a brother and she was his sister. I had a burning desire for her. Her face kept drawing my attention from time to time. I wondered for a moment why this boy had come with her. But how could she come here alone, I don't know what to do and what I am doing right now after I saw her.
There were no chances of stopping the flow of rain, all the people living there were in a hurry to do their own work, but I was afraid that if the rain stopped, I would not be able to reach her and if it did not stop, Ilam would not be reached.
I was looking at his face, again and again, I felt embarrassed myself. She was wearing a white T-shirt on the inside and a pink matte jacket on the outside. The whole face was not visible due to wearing Max. At times, she even looked at me. Her eyes were strabismus. But I have no regrets about it because I have heard that the operation will cure it. Doctors are there for us.
Yeah! Al that sounds pretty crap to me, Why my heart is imagining that nonsense?
But if I had become her boyfriend, I would have taken her for treatment. We had a belief in our society, such people are said to be lucky. It was difficult to pass the time and the rain was not taking the name to stop. She and I were playing a kind of hide and seek. She knew I was watching her for a long time, As soon as I took my eyes towards her she bow down her face. I was looking outside the window. A mist came from the forest and her brother told, "it will stop raining".
Does mist and rain had any relation to stop? (someone beside me)
Brother: somehow it may stop.
I was searching for a way to start the conversation with them.
I also said, where are you going?
Brother: Jhapa.
Me: Where did you come from?
Brother: Ilam Bazaar
Me: Where is your house?
Brother: Phulbari, it looks like I have seen you somewhere in Birtamode.
Me: Maybe.
Brother: Where is the office and What is it for?
In the meanwhile, I had a lot of phone calls and when I was talking about my office, he found out that I work somwhere.
Me: Birtamed, In front of Suryoday Television.
Brother: Suryodaya?
Me: No, in front of that, the media's smart Nepal
Brother: Ah
After that, the matter did not get any continuity.
But why even with that boy, what should I get from him? my heart is with his sister.
You may arise a question, why is he trying to talk with that hi/hello pal?
Someone faces are different and when they are close, a kinds of vibrations feels in the mind.
Suddenly the sky thundered with a loud noise, lightning flashed. I hurriedly looked at that girl likely who had gone with me. She was very scared at that time. I wanted to grab her hand and say not to be afraid if possible. If someone's hand is held in fear, the fear disappears, doesn't it? Hait, don't do that, not seems good.
No, I wanted to have a good relationship with her even as a friend. I was looking at here and writing my feelings on my mobile phone.
She knew that I was looking at her because the chair she and I were sitting in was facing each other. He would not look at me as soon as I looked at her.
What is your name?
If I said that, would she say the name?
I knew Himal Dai, who had a house in Phulbari. Without a reason, I was looking for a way to burn with him.
Fulbari where are you from?
Pakhribas
Pakhribas?
Pakhribas is where two Newar's hotels were started, 300 meters north of Phulbari Chowk as soon as gravel road started.
Hey from which cast do you belong?
Fuyel and you.
I am Newar.... Shrestha.
Your house?
Towards Bhadrapur but I live in Birtamed.
That brother asked her if she wants to have black tea.
Do you want to?
No, we don't want to.
Do you want to? (sister)
Sheeks her hand as seems as she doesn't want
We haven't heard her single word of voice in a word in 2/3 hours.
Please make one.
I was spending time writing these conversations on my mobile again.
There was a debate that Phulbari School principal's had not built a lab after taking a budget.
A um Dum sir?
Yes, I had reported that case.
Again I kept looking at her.
The brother who came with me was feeling lazy and was lying on the table.
You are sleepy?
Brother: Feeling lazy
Why were you slept then?
I sleep everywhere.
Even though I talked to him for a long time, my attention was focused on that lady.
She was staring at the road in a sad manner. Why didn't he even talk with her brother who came with him?
How can she talk with me even she is not having a single conversation with her brother? What can I expect from her?
I went to the bathroom and while I was returning she was going too. The passing road was narrow so I lied on the wall and let her go. She went on her way without looking anywhere. I thought I had to say something. Even if I got to know the name, it would be good.
It was still raining, so she added a white jacket over it. After talking so much with his brother, she didn't say a word to him.
I used to move here and there to burn her. I wanted to show her that I was capturing all these feelings on my mobile. All of them want to send her on Facebook, even if I just know a name.
Listen, can you say your name?
What is your name?
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. I want to take the chance to know her name only.
Really, I am embarrassed to talk with someone girl for the first meet.
They were drinking hot water. It was still raining and I was feeling cold so, I went a bit inside.
After a while, her brother said, "I am really feeling cold and my body is seeking".
Let's go back and forth to warm up.
Where is the Stove?
Backward
Take me through.
Okay
But I was saying to her but she did not move from there. Plan missed.
Brother, don't you want to come?
He didn't listen.
Both of them went back to warm up and kept warm.
If I had known that, I would have not left in the morning. The day was sunny during the morning We would have slept in the hotel all day.
Who is she who is with you?
Girlfriend.
I paused for a moment, uff! it's over, she was a girlfriend? All of a sudden, the light of my dreams began to fall on the clouds like the current month. My mind was completely empty. I was afraid to listen the names of that girl whose wanted to have huge courage to know her names before. Don't say her name please (murmuring). Ugh, I felt hotter inside.
And where did you come from with your girlfriend?
Fikkal. From tomorrow Lock down will start so it is not sure how long do you have a gap for privacy. I asked her to move and we are direct from the office.
What's in it Fikkal?
Nothing more, we just want each other's company.
Hmm..Hmm....
After that, I didn't feel like talking. And the rain was about to stop.
We have to move.
They went ahead of me but did not tell us. Even if they asked what should I do? Nothing, neither mine nor theirs. From now onwards, I will never dream of having relationships with strangers. In the beginning, if I had asked the boy about their relationship that I shouldn't have dreamed, the dream would not have been woven or broken.
After that, my brother and I returned home after interrupting them. The girls are spoiled by various things. When we didn't like her whatever comes to my mouth because she was not my girlfriend.
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